So I may have been neglecting this a little...

Sorry about that everyone! I only actually remembered that I was meant to post on here today when I spoke to my wonderful darling friend Iona who said something about her blog and immediately a few choice swear words flew wildly around in my head like wild horses stampeding through the bush.
Maybe one of the reasons I haven't posted in a couple of centuries is because I don't feel like I have much to say on life. What with the winter gloom and all my life is at the bit in any chick flick where all the problems arise over friends/family/school/boys/all of the above, rain tumbling down on windows as I sing 'All By Myself' at the top of my lungs. And really the turn sing is a broad one.
There is something about seeing people being together in a way that you used to be included in that makes me want to curl up into a tiny ball (although considering my height the ball might not be that tiny) and go into hibernation. They don't even realise they have a togetherness, and I didn't either until I wasn't in it, but I see it as I sit on the edges looking in on what used to be mine like a commuter watching the train they have just missed slide out of the station so peacefully and calmly yet they can do nothing but watch in horror.
Wow This is turning quite sad quite quickly so I will stop but I wanted to finish with a quote that I saw (but don't know who said it sorry) and that says a lot about how I'm feeling at the moment:

I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.

I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.

It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.

I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.

But when I see a mother with her child;

A girl with her lover;

Or a friend laughing with their best friend;

I realise that even though I like being alone

I don’t fancy being lonely.